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[cuttypie]

Who: Luka Kovač
Username: 13371uk@
Warnings: Depression, mild mannequin/doll related horror/body horror

[It's Luka, not caring that he's on video, since it's too difficult to type out with his fingers that were still suffering from being plastic and ball-jointed, if it was fading at all it was very slowly.

The plastic is visible at the base of his neck still, and on his hands which are occasionally seen. It's probably fine.

His voice is quiet. His face seems a little expressionless but maybe that's just a side-effect of what happened...or maybe that's just how Luka is. The question seems to have been troubling him for some time, because it takes him awhile to get it out.]

Have you given up on going home? And have you truly made a home...here?

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[musicdied]

You already know my opinion on the matter. But more important than that, are you all right, Luka?

[She isn't referring to the plastic visible at his neck and hands. Or, at least not just to that.]

[cuttypie]

I guess that depends what you mean by all right.

[The answer is nope. Not even a little bit all right. But he's used to it.]

[musicdied]

So that is definitely a no.

I'm not going to pretend to think it would be easy, making a home here. But it's possible. Just, you need to decide what that will look like for you.

[cuttypie]

I've thought about it. About what would happen if everything just got better and we could live our lives. But I don't know how I can just make a home when these damned Entities are always involved in our business. Not that I'm going to stop making it my business, either, but it feels fairly endless.

[musicdied]

That is one thing you can count on from every world - suffering is always endless, once you know it's there to look for.