Lt. Col. John Sheppard [Stargate: Atlantis] (
ferriswheelsandfootball) wrote in
apocalypsehowcomm2023-09-04 10:13 am
Network | Video | OTA
Who: John Sheppard
Username: Pegasus
Warnings: Loss of name/identity, mild body horror
[Sheppard’s on screen looking uncharacteristically panicked. He looks like he’s been through some things, or maybe he just hasn’t been sleeping well. Dark circles are under his eyes. For a second it almost looks like he has sharp canines, and sometimes his unshaven face looks a little feline or a little feral but it’s probably just a trick of the light because he looks perfectly normal when you look again. It’s fine. He’s fine. They’re all fine here.]
I think there’s something wrong with me.
I have a first name, right? I’m not just Sheppard but that’s…
…I have a first name, right?
Username: Pegasus
Warnings: Loss of name/identity, mild body horror
[Sheppard’s on screen looking uncharacteristically panicked. He looks like he’s been through some things, or maybe he just hasn’t been sleeping well. Dark circles are under his eyes. For a second it almost looks like he has sharp canines, and sometimes his unshaven face looks a little feline or a little feral but it’s probably just a trick of the light because he looks perfectly normal when you look again. It’s fine. He’s fine. They’re all fine here.]
I think there’s something wrong with me.
I have a first name, right? I’m not just Sheppard but that’s…
…I have a first name, right?

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[There was a face associated with that name. But oddly enough, it's been scratched out of their memory. Just like Shepard's name.]
They're an Avatar..?
[Uh Oh.]
Where did you talk to them? What did they look like?
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That's not good.
[They grew quiet again, and sighed.]
I don't know if there's a way to fix this. They're not just an avatar. They do play by rules, but they're fae. They play by their. Rules.
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Not good at all.
You really think so? Cause I'd really like my name back.
What kind of rules?