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Callisto ([personal profile] myfavoritemurder) wrote in [community profile] apocalypsehowcomm2021-11-13 11:25 am

[LOG] I don't need a new love or a new life [OPEN]

Who: Callisto AND YOU
When: Mid-November
Where: Various places around town!
Summary: A feral warlord arrives in town and is about to make that everybody else's problem.
Warnings: N/A at the moment; will edit if that changes

A; ARRIVAL; OTA

[Callisto pops up in what she imagines to be some sort of shrine. It's unadorned and impersonal, giving her no hint about what god it's dedicated to, but there are basins to place offerings in and segregated booths for private contemplation, so she's pretty sure her initial guess is right on the money. For a long moment, she's still: her hand braced against the wall, and her eyes squeezed shut against the harsh bright light. Her head swims. Her legs nearly buckle.

But then she pushes through it. Despite the weakness and disorientation, she pushes off the wall and spins for the door, one hand on the hilt of the dagger in her belt. She's dressed head to toe in leather armor, wearing a sword strapped to her back, and to say she looks out of place would be an understatement - but there's no hint of self-consciousness to her as she strides down the hall, boots clicking on the hard floor.]


Who are you?

[She snaps at the first person she sees - though she is, of course, still speaking Ancient Greek by this point.]

What have you done with me?

B; ADJUSTMENTS; OTA

[The next several hours are an absolute whirlwind, and one that's more exhausting than energizing. Believing everything she's told, at least, isn't a problem: for a woman who comes from a world filled to the brim with gods and magic, ADI's explanation sounds perfectly reasonable to her. Being recruited, however, is a little more hairy. "Sure, I'll help you with your little apocalypse problem," she says to the ADI rep who does her intake. "But you'll have to do some things for me in return." And when they don't immediately promise to harness their considerable power and technology to help her destroy Xena, she balks. Hard.

It takes time, but a tentative agreement is reached. ADI might be unnecessarily squeamish about the idea of aiding and abetting her vengeance plans, but they do seem to be her best shot at returning home, and so she agrees to fight for them - reluctantly, and with strong conviction that she's getting the short end of the stick here, but she's faced down more hopeless-looking situations. She's sure she'll eventually find some way to leverage this one in her favor, too.

But honestly, the big-picture stuff is the easy part. It's the day to day stuff that's disorienting. Powerful, mysterious beings and travel between worlds is far easier for her to wrap her head around than a thin, hard rectangle that everyone insists isn't magic, even though it somehow holds currency and keeps track of her finances for her. And yet it's not long before she sees it in action, because after finishing up with all the preliminary introductions, the very first thing they do is hustle her off to find more "suitable" clothes - an idea that she dismisses as unnecessary only before they leave the building and hit the cold winter air. Others might encounter her on the street outside a clothing store, right after her very first car ride, leaning her forehead against the brick outer wall of the building and waiting for the waves of nausea to pass. Soon after, she can be found inside the clothing store itself, sorting through everything with a perplexed and critical eye. Coaxing her to pick up anything other than a winter coat and some snow pants might be a bit of a struggle.

ADI Housing is next, and after making sure she knows which apartment has been assigned to her, this is where the intake folks finally leave her to find her way on her own. For the next few hours, she just wanders, paying zero mind to the difference between public and private spaces. She investigates the gym and the laundry room (final verdict: complete and utter mysteries), but if anyone is prone to leaving their apartment door unlocked, they might also find her inside, poking through their stuff.

She is, on the whole, on the subdued side of things this evening, skulking around rather than stomping around. She rests in common areas, sitting on the floor, glaring unprompted at anyone who passes by. And when late evening comes and she starts hearing talk of the guards locking the doors soon, she heads for the exit - slipping out, rather than in, before curfew hits. Bundled up in her new coat and ski pants, she aimlessly wanders the downtown streets for a few hours, seeking out nothing in particular, simply getting the lay of the land. Bus stops end up being of particular interest to her, and though she never tries to board a bus herself, she always stops when she sees one coming, watching the passenger disembarkation and embarkation process with a vague sort of interest.]


Where do they go?

[She asks out loud, if there's anyone standing near her.]

What's the farthest anyone has ever traveled on one?

[They too must be magic, she reasons - maybe even mysterious and not well understood, like the forces that brought her here. If she gets on the right one, she wonders, will it whisk her away across worlds?]

C; ROOMMATES; CLOSED TO EMILY DYER

[When she's told that she's being assigned an apartment, Callisto initially dismisses the idea. She has little use for indoor spaces, particularly when it comes to living in them: she hasn't lived in a house since she was a teenager and hasn't felt at home in one since she was a child, and she doesn't see either of those things ever changing.

But once she gets a load of this world's climate, the indoors ends up being a bit more appealing, and she does have some level of curiosity about... well. All of this, honestly. This means that when Emily comes home, she'll find an unfamiliar winter coat and pair of snow pants spread out to dry on the living room floor, and a leather-clad stranger in the apartment kitchen, fiddling with the stove burners. She's got one lit at full blast, and is leaning in close, examining the writing on the control panel.]


Do you use these to cook?

[She asks, by way of greeting.]
inutilis: (✞ pontificate.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-21 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
And pursing your plans is worth the risk to you.

[ he doesn't ask it as much as he's speaking aloud. right... ]

...What was the alternative, Miss Callisto? Were you... given a choice? A chance to move on from Tartarus, one day?
inutilis: (✞ pawns.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-21 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
...Then, maybe this is your chance to change that. Being here?

[ she would rather punish herself for eternity than accept the promise of 'moving on,' is that the gist of it? but she IS here, and this is not Tartarus. perhaps it is closer to a bargain with a deity for a life with strings attached more than a true second shot at living, but... it is as close to it as she might get. ]

There is no Xena here. There's no vengeance to be had, right? So... what will you do with this life?
inutilis: (✞ ruminate.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-21 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ hm... ]

Then... let's say you succeeded. That you were to make it back home, that you were even gifted a second life by the gods. Let's even say that you were to achieve your revenge.

What would you do?
inutilis: (✞ fork in the road.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-22 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you really think so...?

[ ... ]

Do you know what will become of you after that...? When you've achieved your goals, and returned to Tartarus... assuming that is where you'll end up, after all is said and done?
inutilis: (✞ wayward souls.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-23 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
I hardly think that's the end your parents wanted for you when they saved you from your home.

[ it's said softly. Callisto... ]

Is that the future you truly want?
inutilis: (✞ quiet observations.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-24 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
...There's a part of you that does are, isn't there? If that weren't the truth, then... you wouldn't feel angry. You'd simply feel hollow. There would be nothing left of you-- not grief, nor pain, nor hate-- at all.
inutilis: (☼ softly.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-26 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ then he best not disappoint her. ]

Beneath the pain is a love that you might wish wasn't just as strong, but it is... because it is what motivates the rest. As long as it's there, then-- you aren't hollow yet.
inutilis: (☼ sunshine.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-27 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
A heart capable of loving in memory is capable of creating new memories to love. But... for whatever it's worth, I understand that you might not be able to see things this way. Even so-- I'm holding out hope that you'll find something that reminds you there's something left to live for beyond your desire for revenge.
inutilis: (☼ of course~!)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-27 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ somehow he isn't surprised that his optimism and faith is rewarded with a less than enthusiastic reception. ]

Then... how about this? Will you make a friendly wager with me?
inutilis: (☼ kindness.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-28 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ h-honesty is the best policy?? ]

...Humor me, would you? [ well he's going to say it regardless, so. you know. ]

I'd like to make a bet with you. That if you and I sit down and have tea now and then -- it doesn't have to be often... maybe once a month, mm? -- and we talk about things, you might find yourself changing your mind.
inutilis: (☼ zen.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2021-12-30 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
If you win, then... well. What would you want? But if we're bargaining for stakes, I'll have you know I'm going to make sure you owe me should I win, too.
inutilis: (☼ amiably.)

[personal profile] inutilis 2022-01-02 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he had expected that, honestly, and so the fact it isn't what she's coming back with? not even a threat of violence, either...

...he is trying to keep the surprise from his face, as well as the quiet little niggle of warm, fuzziness beneath it. ]


No...? Then, what about a favor, hm? Something you can cash in when you do decide there's something you want! Not that it'll matter, because I've definitely got this in the bag, of course.