She remembers dragging Jon along to her interrogation of Fenix, the way he'd largely sit back and watch, keen to let her do all the heavy lifting.

Beholding. It has it's claws around her charred little heart too, but it's not what saved her in the end. Only the fire.

Better the Beholding than any of the other options, really.

"Lovely. I'll leave what I can do as something of a surprise," Quite a lot, as it turns out, especially now that she's not holding back.