Decide on it. Decide on it, the same way he decided to leave New York, the same way he acted on the decision.
He can't change this. He can't stop it. Even if he did, it wouldn't change anything out there.
The only thing he can do is leave.
Neal kisses Malcolm, drags in a long breath, and turns to look at the door again. It seems easiest to go through it, regardless of whether it's symbolic or not.
This is his head.
Bang. Bang.
Neal closes his eyes for a moment. Steels himself. Pushes forward with Malcolm next to him.
They walk through the front doors of the FBI building and out onto the landing of Neal's New York apartment.
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He can't change this. He can't stop it. Even if he did, it wouldn't change anything out there.
The only thing he can do is leave.
Neal kisses Malcolm, drags in a long breath, and turns to look at the door again. It seems easiest to go through it, regardless of whether it's symbolic or not.
This is his head.
Bang. Bang.
Neal closes his eyes for a moment. Steels himself. Pushes forward with Malcolm next to him.
They walk through the front doors of the FBI building and out onto the landing of Neal's New York apartment.