This was... hard. Actually. Winter thinks he probably missed a third of the movie, distracted by memories hitting hard one after the other, losing time. The weren't... all bad. And they weren't all new, either. It wasn't a lot of fun being catapulted back into the moment where he repeatedly hit Steve Rogers in the face.

It might be hard to notice that he wasn't present for the whole plot, given he spends each flashback still and silent and staring vaguely in the direction of the television, anyway. He's sitting on the floor in front of the couch, knees up, arms folded on top of them and hands gripping his elbows.

He's not crying, either. Mostly because he missed the worst part, from where the giant robot pulled back his guns from the little boy. His flesh hand is maybe a little white where it's holding onto his metal elbow, from how tight the grip is, though, and he's staring at the credits on the screen like he isn't actually seeing them.