That- that's different! You shouldn't have to become a killer.

[And Martin wasn't a monster. Jon had torn Peter Lukas apart.

He gives Martin a stricken look. He doesn't like thinking about that. He just- he needs Martin to be okay. He couldn't stand the thought of him dying even in the middle of the apocalypse.]

...yes, I know. You're my reason too. I just wish I could give you the life you deserve.