But you're not! And, and it's not!

[Something about actually saying all this doesn't feel as quiet as he was when the Lonely had him, and he's less concerned for whatever reason about totally fucking everything up.]

I've, I've been through a lot of the things you have, even before the apocalypse. I know how dangerous the Entities are, what they can, they can do, because I did it! And I'm the one who-- I-- I'm the one who doomed this world, and you know what Jon? I'm actually kind of okay with that, because if it means you're here and not, not out of existence or dead or worse, I'd do it again.

[He grips at Jon's hands, a little harder, a little more desperate.]

You got manipulated into ending the world. And then you killed the guy responsible and tried to fix everything, it's not-- it's not all you, it's never been all you, okay? Part of doing this, o-or, or agreeing to do this, or... all this stuff we've said, the togetherness thing, is it can't just be you.

[Martin sighs, as if losing some of his steam.]

I'm not... I'm not just some passive sidekick in all this. I'm still here, in it, you know... w-with you.