[ this is easily one of the most miserable thanksgivings keith has spent in his life. it's a fact that keith registers, digests and instantly feels sick over, but for the life of him he has to get out of this fucking bar because even the live music feels like it's mocking him.
i tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter?
great. just fucking great.
he turns away from shiro without another word, eyes fixed on the exit. though dizzy on his feet, keith manages not to bump into anyone on the way out nor does he ever stop to look over his shoulder to check if shiro is following. whatever autopsy is to be done of the conversation and assign blame to who was over the line, keith isn't about to do it while his head is pounding.
of course, he can more or less hear everyone blaming him anyway because everything is always somehow his fault whenever arguments are fucking concerned, but that only makes him angrier. finally, just as he reaches the door he bumps into a guy who'd been coming inside, hard enough to elicit a growled watch it and for a mad second keith considers just outright snarling in response.
mercifully, he doesn;t.
one scowl and the altercation that could have been glosses on over and keith leans heavily against the front of the building to take a couple of deep breaths. ]
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i tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn't even matter?
great. just fucking great.
he turns away from shiro without another word, eyes fixed on the exit. though dizzy on his feet, keith manages not to bump into anyone on the way out nor does he ever stop to look over his shoulder to check if shiro is following. whatever autopsy is to be done of the conversation and assign blame to who was over the line, keith isn't about to do it while his head is pounding.
of course, he can more or less hear everyone blaming him anyway because everything is always somehow his fault whenever arguments are fucking concerned, but that only makes him angrier. finally, just as he reaches the door he bumps into a guy who'd been coming inside, hard enough to elicit a growled watch it and for a mad second keith considers just outright snarling in response.
mercifully, he doesn;t.
one scowl and the altercation that could have been glosses on over and keith leans heavily against the front of the building to take a couple of deep breaths. ]