[The question takes a moment of thought before she answers.]

Maybe? I'm sort of in the jumble-of-feelings state. There's some stuff I'm dealing with where I'm still figuring out the ratio of psychosomatic to...not.

[There's always a level of disconnection from the body for Meredith, but what's going on right now feels different. And she's not sure if it's trauma, or lingering side-effects of being sealed.

is there a difference?]